okay. i was going to write a suicide note but stupid facebook...lol...anyways idk if i will because my best freind isn't letting me but no i can't promise that. i'm sorry. ttyl maybe..bye...

I was thanking you for telling me about the journal entry you wrote. And I wanna know so I will not be left in the dark about it. Do you promise you will stay alive until after the snow?...so that we can talk again...And talk to you later. I gotta get off of here...

yep..umm wait why are you thanking me? and why would you wanna know? and just as a warning there might be some power issues so idk if i'mma be able to get on because of the snow comming and yeah.

It is okay. Thanks for telling me about it at any rate.

Oh you are welcome!

thanks for the favs...

lol yeah me too. it doesn't snow that much here either. sorry..

I love the snow! It doesn't snow that much here. I probably couldn't handle that much snow. I guess I am gunna get off of here and go read your journal entry you were telling me about.

That only works if you believe in fate.Maybe but my reasons currently are the people i care about and htat's it. Also this is completely random but omfg there's so much fucking snowit's like you open the door and there's a wall of it and it hasn't stopped snowing yet!!

It would hurt people you yet to meet because then they wouldn't be able to meet you and their lives would not be as good as their lives could have been. I think there is more than one reason everyone is alive. And even if it shouldn't hurt them, which you are wrong about that, it still will.

how would it hurt people i've yet to met?
hm. YOu're still saying that they happen for a reason thus stating that there is some ultimate end or some purpose generally associated with god.Yes by my belief people aren't here for a reason. I mean yes you have a purpose it's just to me i think that you make your purpose. And even if you have a purpose and i'm wrong either way you'll never truly know what it is. And it shoulnd't hurt them if i did..

I am talking about friends of yours and people that don't even know you yet. It will hurt too many people if you leave.
Well I don't necassarliy believe that GOD made things happen for a reason, although he could have, but that people have made things occur for a reason or multiple reasons. I just am not explaining it right, but then you must believe (going by this knowledge) that people might not even BE here for a reason/multiple reasons? But it would still hurt people if you commited suicide.

are you talking abotu close freinds or just freinds of mine? my close freinds sort of know..
Exactly you"have to believe that most things happen for a reason, because if they don't happen for a reason then thereis no point in them happening at all" Honestly i'm a skeptic. I think that perhaps things don't happen for a reason and we only believe that they do because it creates a sense of security that you woudln't otherwise have. I"m not sayin ghtat you're wrong or that it's not a good idea to beleive in such i'm just saying me es un skeptic so i odn't believe things easily..ever.. I admit that there is a chain of events but not that the chain had to occur as such or that anything caused it to be that way(by anything i mean like god or fate or anything)

No it would have a negative effect on them if you killed yourself and they never even knew something was wrong.
But I have to believe that most things happen for a reason, because if they don't happen for a reason then there is no point in them happening at all. And whatever happens leads to something else happening and it is a chain of events, sometimes.

I don't know if i believe there's a point in things happening.

Why? it'd only have a negative effect on them...

Well if they don't happen for a reason what is the point in them happening at all?
And I think more people need to worry about you, actually.

Yep but he worries about me(which is cute but he shouldn't do) and i worry too but idk how not to and i've already told you some of my reasons for worrying. and honestly idk if things happen for a reason all we can be sure of is that they happen.

Well about not worrying: things happen for a reason, so there isn't much we can do about certain things that are supposed to happen. I don't believe everything happens for a reason, just most things.

He needs to take his own advice on being enough, being important, talking about what's wrong, not worrying, and things like that.

What advice does he need to take?

lol okies well um he like really needs to take his own advice. it's weird of how he thinks of me and i think of him is about the same but we don't think that much about ourselves.

You can talk about him if you want to. I don't care how long the message is....

lol are you sure because when i start tlaking about him i go on and on andon and on^^

Well you can tell me more about the guy if you want to.

Yep.^^